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<link>http://blogs.experienceproject.com</link><item><title>Another Blowout</title><description><![CDATA[The other day I had another blowout with my husband. I was ready to call it quits too. He started talking to this woman he met online again, whom I...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/92095.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/92095.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 07:04:33 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>New Year New Beginnings</title><description><![CDATA[Welcome 2009. I want to say I have plans for this year but I can&amp;#39;t. Well, I do have one and that is to lose weight. As for other things, I&amp;#39;...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/90487.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/90487.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 18:14:35 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Checking In</title><description><![CDATA[Christmas was ok. I wasn&amp;#39;t bummed or anything. I was very sneezy, though. I had to take some benadryl around 12pm. Knocked me out for a bi...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/89694.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/89694.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 28 Dec 2008 23:36:43 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Aware</title><description><![CDATA[Today I woke up. The house was cold. I was keenly aware of the weight of the covers on my body, over my head. I laid there for a long time, past 2p...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/85158.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/85158.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 04 Dec 2008 17:24:25 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Touching Base</title><description><![CDATA[It&amp;#39;s been a little while since I wrote a blog so I thought I would touch bases. Nothing is really new. We went to the city&amp;#39;s Christmas para...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/83253.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/83253.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 24 Nov 2008 13:36:38 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Glad the weekend is here.</title><description><![CDATA[Well, I went to the psych yesterday. he gave me some samples of geodon to use until I see the doctor at the VA clinic next week. He also told ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/81149.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/81149.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 14 Nov 2008 12:52:38 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>One of those days</title><description><![CDATA[This is one of those days where I feel like I&amp;#39;ve been missing people. When I say missing I mean not connecting with them. My friend W.. I&amp;#39;v...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/80753.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/80753.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Nov 2008 16:11:18 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Blockout</title><description><![CDATA[I&amp;#39;ve been off the geodon for about 4 or 5 days. So far I feel pretty ok. I mean, I did lose control on Sat but otherwise I feel fine. I&amp;#39;m t...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/80317.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/80317.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 10 Nov 2008 13:01:57 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>not a good day</title><description><![CDATA[I got imnto a big argument with my husband. we made up but the argument was so pointless. Now i feel like crap because i had hoped i would not lose...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/79910.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/79910.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 08 Nov 2008 18:21:10 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Did nothing today</title><description><![CDATA[Last night was no better. I woke up every single stinking hour until I said screw it around 7am. I took two sleeping pills but they did nthing.&amp;nbs...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/79739.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/79739.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 07 Nov 2008 19:05:36 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>day 2</title><description><![CDATA[This is day 2 without the geodon. i tried to sleep last night but kept waking up every hour. it was weird. It took me until nearly 2am to...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/79520.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/79520.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 06 Nov 2008 15:34:31 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>A new beginning</title><description><![CDATA[So Obama won. I hope he does a good job. he has a lot of challenges ahead of him and I hope the people and the government will support him and give...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/79251.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/79251.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 05 Nov 2008 12:38:09 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>So far still on</title><description><![CDATA[So far the internet and cable is still on, but i know it won&amp;#39;t be for long. Today&amp;#39;s the big day. I&amp;#39;m going to get up and vote in a litt...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/78981.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/78981.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:53:46 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Another day another...</title><description><![CDATA[Woke up at 4am this morning. had coffee with my husband who got up to see what I was doing. We&amp;#39;re probably going to lose the internet next week...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/78432.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/78432.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:03:23 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Better Day</title><description><![CDATA[I woke up, had 2 cups of half caff Folgers coffee and some toast and watched tv. I feel better today. I took my the prozac . I have just enough lef...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/78253.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/78253.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 31 Oct 2008 13:48:41 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Feeling rather blah today</title><description><![CDATA[and that&amp;#39;s about all I have to say. ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/77822.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/77822.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:02:42 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Nothing New</title><description><![CDATA[I woke up early today, called Target twice and  did not get the woman so i sid screw it. I don&amp;#39;t want to pay 22 bucks a day to work thee a...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/77380.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/77380.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 27 Oct 2008 10:49:05 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Does anybody remember anymore?</title><description><![CDATA[ 
Today marks the 25th anniversary of the Beirut bombing.  People don&amp;#39;t talk much about this incident anymore but my husband ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/76726.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/76726.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 16:25:57 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>WHo to pay first</title><description><![CDATA[I checked my husband&amp;#39;s pay and I can&amp;#39;t decide who to pay first. The cell phone, the mortgage, which is already late, the credit card bill. ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/75592.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/75592.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 Oct 2008 11:21:13 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Another ok Day 2 for 2!</title><description><![CDATA[Today I felt ok. My appetite is up, though. Last night I ate nine oreo cookies. NINE. Then I had a piece of birthday cake. Then I went to sleep. I ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/75451.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/75451.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2008 17:42:30 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Not a bad day</title><description><![CDATA[I feel pretty ok today. No dragging of my mood, which is good. I still can&amp;#39;t wait to go to bed tonight. SOmetimes I wonder if I am getting hook...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/75249.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/75249.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2008 16:30:16 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Didn't get the job</title><description><![CDATA[I had three interviews today. The first one went well. The second one went great too, although the woman said I needed to speak up. The third and f...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/75056.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/75056.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:07:27 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>I'm cooking today</title><description><![CDATA[That&amp;#39;s right. I&amp;#39;m not making hamburger helper either. I&amp;#39;m making meatloaf and macaroni and cheese and a vegetable side. I figured why n...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/74642.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/74642.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:25:05 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Feeling a little Better Today</title><description><![CDATA[Yes, I did linger in the bed until almost 1pm but I don&amp;#39;t feel as down as I did yesterday. I took one prozac and actually I feel a little sleep...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/74479.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/74479.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 14:32:17 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Blah today</title><description><![CDATA[It&amp;#39;s the weekend. I don&amp;#39;t know if my husband will be home this weekend because right now he is sitting in New Orleans waiting for a load. W...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/74290.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/74290.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 10 Oct 2008 10:54:34 PST</pubDate></item>
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