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<link>http://blogs.experienceproject.com</link><item><title>Numb</title><description><![CDATA[That is how I feel today. I don't care about anything and I don't want to do anything. I know I wrote earlier that I thought the lamictal w...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/208051.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/208051.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 18 Nov 2009 09:41:43 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>been a while</title><description><![CDATA[I havent written in some time because I haven't been on this site as much. This site used to be a place of comfort for me. Now it's just an...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/202398.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/202398.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 08 Nov 2009 14:24:09 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>it's been a while</title><description><![CDATA[ I haven't blogged on here in over a month. I'm not much of a blogger anymore, but i just wanted to check in anyway.
nothing i...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/167604.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/167604.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Sep 2009 02:36:25 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Checking In</title><description><![CDATA[It has been a boring week. I haven't done much, not even cleaned. Just haven't been in the mood. I'm kind of sort of not talking to W. ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/156084.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/156084.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2009 09:23:45 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Alone this week</title><description><![CDATA[ It's going to feel a little weird when my husband leaves. it will just be the cat and myself for the rest of the week. I have no plans on...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/151374.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/151374.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 11:52:07 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Babysitting</title><description><![CDATA[Today we dropped my daughter off at the airport to take her first plane ride to IL. This is the first time she is travelling alone.  I'm g...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/150719.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/150719.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 Jul 2009 14:44:42 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Its been a while</title><description><![CDATA[I know it has been a long time since I wrote here. Part of me hasn't felt a need to. When I am feeling down I blog more so I must be feeli...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/145057.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/145057.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2009 18:29:37 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>christy</title><description><![CDATA[ok, somebody please tell me if this makes any sense.
there is this woman named christy who is supposed to be married to a man ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/132062.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/132062.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 02 Jun 2009 23:03:43 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Lisa</title><description><![CDATA[I can't sleep. Today was an okay day except for one thing: Lisa. If you go all the way back to my first blogs I mention her. She is the ex...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/114765.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/114765.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2009 00:16:41 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>A Decision</title><description><![CDATA[I decided after much thought that I am going to stop taking the prozac and forget about the wellbutrin right now. I simply cannot afford it. I...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/113514.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/113514.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2009 20:09:05 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>No Funny Head today</title><description><![CDATA[I can't sleep. Well, I haven't been trying hard to sleep anyway. My husband called around 9 to say goodnite and tell me where he was and it...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/112545.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/112545.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 28 Mar 2009 00:34:53 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Another day another day...</title><description><![CDATA[ So W tells me I have the power to make a difference in my depression. I guess he has some kind of point. How do you regain control when you f...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/111367.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/111367.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:04:27 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Checking In</title><description><![CDATA[So my mood has been up and down like a yo-yo. One day I am ok and then the next I feel terrible. I upped my appointment with the psych for the 24th...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/110142.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/110142.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2009 15:55:19 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>haiku for insomnia (me and the cat)</title><description><![CDATA[kitty on my leg
hours tick by so slowly
where are sheep to count?
 ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/103534.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/103534.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2009 02:36:56 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Flagged</title><description><![CDATA[So I answered the question about what would I do if I knew the hour of my death, and my answer was flagged. What gives? Surprisingly, it was a...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/99453.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/99453.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Feb 2009 19:17:25 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Still Very Hungry</title><description><![CDATA[Ok, so my appetite has not wavered one bit. Last night I actually ate 2 dinners. The first was stir fry chicken and vegetables over rice. The secon...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/99096.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/99096.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2009 10:45:08 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>So Hungry</title><description><![CDATA[
I wrote W a response to the letter. It was long and brutal. Basically I told him he was full of crap and yadda yadda. I told him...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/98114.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/98114.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2009 14:57:55 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>I read it</title><description><![CDATA[The note was more self pitying drivel from him. The same, callous bitterness that I have become familiar with. I did not respond. I'm not going...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/97664.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/97664.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2009 15:52:08 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Ticked off</title><description><![CDATA[Ok, so W sends me a message today to tell me he got all of my notes and stuff and, get this, he didn't feel like talking. Could not even send m...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/97446.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/97446.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 29 Jan 2009 20:52:08 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>The end of something</title><description><![CDATA[I  opened up the two emails from W a few days ago. Basically he said he was done with me and he called himself a loser. I called him 5 times, ...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/97282.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/97282.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 29 Jan 2009 08:06:26 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Up Early</title><description><![CDATA[I woke up at 3:40 and have not been able to go back to sleep. I started looking at all my past moods from the last two years (almost) and I noticed...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/96212.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/96212.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 25 Jan 2009 05:25:26 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Some friend</title><description><![CDATA[I have this friend that I talk to on Yahoo. He's a good person but for the past 6 months or so I've been feeling reluctant to talk to him a...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/95868.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/95868.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 23 Jan 2009 15:34:03 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Same ol'</title><description><![CDATA[Yeah yeah. i bet you already know what I'm going to write. I feel blah. I feel a little depressed today. Same old song, different day. I w...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/93429.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/93429.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2009 18:12:58 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Another Blowout</title><description><![CDATA[The other day I had another blowout with my husband. I was ready to call it quits too. He started talking to this woman he met online again, whom I...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/92095.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/92095.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 07:04:33 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>New Year New Beginnings</title><description><![CDATA[Welcome 2009. I want to say I have plans for this year but I can't. Well, I do have one and that is to lose weight. As for other things, I'...]]></description><link>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/90487.html</link><guid>http://nicoleal20.blogs.experienceproject.com/90487.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 18:14:35 PST</pubDate></item>
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