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<link>http://blogs.experienceproject.com</link><item><title>Dashed  April 2003</title><description><![CDATA[The neurosurgeon wanted one more cat scan. The spot on the T-4 vertebrae  was nagging at him. I walked next to Will who lay on the hospital gurney and...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/21860.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/21860.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 16:01:03 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Reality Check,  April 2003</title><description><![CDATA[The  morning news opens with U.S. troops 20 miles outside of Baghdad. Will jokes that  they were 20 ...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/18613.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/18613.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2007 19:19:30 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>The Resident,  April 2003</title><description><![CDATA[I  walked happily in to Will&amp;#39;s hospital room this morning only to find him looking  terrified....]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/18382.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/18382.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2007 13:24:45 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Operate, Please!   April 2003</title><description><![CDATA[I woke up today to hear Will in front of the mirror screaming. He  can&amp;#39;t see out of his left eye...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/17700.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/17700.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 19 Dec 2007 15:47:42 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Chloe, April 6</title><description><![CDATA[I know that Chloe is trying as hard as she can. She probably feels the stiffness in my left arm when I cradle her to my chest. Or my self conscious...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/16229.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/16229.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 07 Dec 2007 13:38:00 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Where's Chloe,  April 6th 2003</title><description><![CDATA[There was a nurse at the Atlanta hospital where Chloe was born who encouraged me with the news that my body was producing extra red blood cells to ...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/15671.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/15671.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:09:49 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>CNN Airlift,  March 25th 2003</title><description><![CDATA[I called Jim Walton, the chairman of the CNN Newsgroup to give him an update. I was hysterical on the phone. I could hardly talk. I found myself we...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/14857.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/14857.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2007 17:13:49 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Another Chance, April 2003</title><description><![CDATA[I just got off the phone with Dr. Roy Sessions who operated on one of the CNN executives with a similar cancer.   Give me hope. Please te...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/14855.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/14855.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2007 17:06:30 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Crisis,   March 19th 2003</title><description><![CDATA[When we pulled up to the valet at Emory, We could hardly walk. It&amp;#39;s been less than two weeks since Chloe was born, but I was determined, despit...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/12484.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/12484.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 19:33:53 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Chloe is Born, March  2003</title><description><![CDATA[It rained this morning. My friend Jodi cried and said it was God&amp;#39;s clearing the way for a fresh start. Will made it through the night to hold m...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/11814.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/11814.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 20:36:50 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>December 27th, 2002</title><description><![CDATA[Will and I joked that three days ago, Saddam Hussein invited CIA inspectors for a holiday visit---to see for themselves he did not possess weapons of ...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/11367.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/11367.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 31 Oct 2007 19:59:49 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Christmas Not,  December 25th, 2002</title><description><![CDATA[There is no tree. No presents for each other. Will is so sick and I am so pregnant that we decided our love was gift enough this year. His sister...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/11203.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/11203.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 14:14:25 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Pregnant,  Dec 16th 2002</title><description><![CDATA[I am trying hard to work as if not pregnant. This is harder than it sounds. Today the producer asked me if I could make it to the &quot;map room&amp;qu...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10960.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10960.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 26 Oct 2007 18:47:34 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Chemo Monster, December 15th 2002</title><description><![CDATA[&quot;The pharmacist sent back the order to the chemo nurse. Apparently the formulation is so toxic, it was beyond a measure of human tolerance. Was t...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10687.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10687.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 23 Oct 2007 17:30:57 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Secret Life,  December 12 th 2002</title><description><![CDATA[&quot;It is not easy to keep this secret at work. My show team does not know. I want a space where I can be cancer free. I want a place where I can go...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10571.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10571.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 13:23:04 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Lead Up to War, December 3rd 2002</title><description><![CDATA[&quot;War is something that is part of our nature at CNN--war coverage that is. Already, we can feel the steady editorial foot beat toward a major ...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10376.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10376.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 20 Oct 2007 15:26:29 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>December 3rd  (later)</title><description><![CDATA[&quot;I just started to cry hysterically. I am having a baby. Will can&amp;#39;t die he just can&amp;#39;t. He can&amp;#39;t die. I can&amp;#39;t stop saying it. I ca...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10320.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/10320.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 17:05:54 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Catscan Results—No. Please NO.  Dec 3rd 2002</title><description><![CDATA[Dr Chen called us and asked us to come in today. It&amp;#39;s a day before our appointment to get the catscan results. That alone told us we were not g...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/9754.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/9754.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 13:28:22 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>The Surgeon:   Nov 26th 2002</title><description><![CDATA[We are so relieved. Dr. Amy Chen says it's just in the gum. She's getting a cat-scan to see the entir...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/9612.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/9612.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 18:00:23 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>CNN Influence:  Nov 25th 2002</title><description><![CDATA[It's been two hours. Sanjay called back. We have an appointment with a Dr. Chen tomorrow. I'm sure sh...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/9513.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/9513.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 08 Oct 2007 16:23:27 PST</pubDate></item><item><title>Personal Journal:   Diagnosis: Cancer Nov 25th 2002</title><description><![CDATA[So happy. I am six months pregnant and have never felt so peaceful in all my life. We're jokingly calling her   &quot;Flavia&quot;---beca...]]></description><link>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/9005.html</link><guid>http://CarolLin.blogs.experienceproject.com/9005.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 04:06:11 PST</pubDate></item>
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