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little about me
hi i'm Carrie Johnson 35 years old from Bedford Untied Kingdom. marred my husband 17 years. we got marred i was 18 years old. i work Dragginglady.com smoking web site. i been smoker seen i was 9 year… [more]
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Break?
I think perhaps a break is in order. I'm being consumed, emotions overflowing, and thoughts taking over. reality is not what it should be and I need a dose of reality. my gullible self is showing h… [more]
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Session 2
My second therapy session with the Psychologist went okay yesterday. I had a better feeling about it than the first time. The first time, she made me talk about an experience in my past which she labe… [more]
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i was young
i had a alot problems i was young. i could not make any friends. every body pick me. i had 1 guy max always was there me. he station his mom cigs we go his treehouse after school & smoke together. i l… [more]
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why do I love you still???
You never even really new me. We only had stolen moments. You never new anything about me, and yet I still remember all those moments. I was running from responsibility, and just wanted some happy … [more]
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good night
now i lay me down to rest, … [more]
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A weight in my chest
The loneliness I feel inside is literally weighing me down. The fact that I have no one to talk to makes it so much worse. I'm so empty. I'm so broken, I don't know how to deal with myself anymore, I … [more]
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My F#$ked up Family
I am so angry right now I can't even type properly. I have an extremely messed up family. I grew up in a world where one day we had aunts and uncles and the next day my mom had disowned one of t… [more]
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Need a life + I want's
I'm not satisfied with this life I have on the internet. I think I do need one outside it after all. Fortunately I'm seeing my best friends for the first time in weeeeks tomorrow. I wonder if they not… [more]
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remember my ex girlfriend rebecca
i miss rebecca everyday & everynight i go bed. i dream about her in my arms again. i remember my best experience in buffalo washington we went camping in washington i forgot comdoms but rebecca let me… [more]
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Some's good, some's bad, some's middle of the road
Wifey's doing much better. She looks and sounds better and she's no longer in constant pain. She still has significant pain when she moves and if the doctor presses on it she damn near jumps through t… [more]
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..have no idea what to do anymore
i wanna cut my heart out right now.. i cant stop crying..i havnt cut yet but i will as soon as i have the time.. i need to sleep i already punched the wall and think i broke my hand it hurts so much..… [more]
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Funding Hawaii
15 But when God, who set me apart from my mother’s womb and called me by his grace, was pleased 16 to reveal his Son in me so that I might preach him among the Gentiles, my immediate response was not … [more]
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Just my thoughts...
... because sometimes people do feel that way. Sometimes your life feels like its caving in on you. Sometimes people really do feel like they dont want to exist, like they want to curl up in a ball, a… [more]
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I need to
I cant do these...Not anymore I cant Im just so tired...Im loosing it again...I need to cut...I cant concentrate I cant breathe...I need to...I want to see the blood to feel that...To go deep...I just… [more]
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a man who can define my hadline ...
I like to do things with the other significant person in my life, but I also encourage him to go out and spend time with friends and pursue his own interests and hobbies as well.What do you like for … [more]
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Things That Tick Me Off
-The following phrases rub me the wrong way:"fair enough" "get the creative juices flowing" "let's crunch some numbers"-opening my bedroom door in the morning before I've woken up-perfectly capable pe… [more]
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looking for nice friends
hi friendsI am a conscious person who is serious about having a monogamous relationship. An honest person who you can count on in times of needs, someone to laugh with someone to cry with, to share y… [more]
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Unknowing
I just signed up on the Experience Project website yesterday and so today I am creating the first post in my blog. I don't know anyone here and am not connected to a soul at this point so it's probab… [more]
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May 17th
Where: Starbucks (a different one from yesterday)Wearing: blue jeans, golf shirt and bare feetWhy: to get coffee and to keep my streak goingHow: parked about 30 feet or so away from the building, walk… [more]
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Relationship Rescue
Hey guys, it's me, DamonSo recently I touched my girlfriend while we were kissing, and I think I got her angry, embarrassed, or scared.And then my friend from junior high (who is a guy) texted me, ask… [more]
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camping stories
last nite we fell asleep to the sound of distant thunder & light rain. this morning bacon, eggs, gravy, biscuits, hot cakes. mmmmm lying in zero gravity now dog asleep on my lap nothin better… [more]
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just random thoughts
the demons of 12 gates hold that the paths of death and pain in the bloody depths of the darkness in the name of the everlasting when will anyone find the true path to power is it forsaken or lost or… [more]
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A weight in my chest
The loneliness I feel inside is literally weighing me down. The fact that I have no one to talk to makes it so much worse. I'm so empty. I'm so broken, I don't know how to deal with myself anymore, I … [more]
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I need to
I cant do these...Not anymore I cant Im just so tired...Im loosing it again...I need to cut...I cant concentrate I cant breathe...I need to...I want to see the blood to feel that...To go deep...I just… [more]
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Things That Tick Me Off
-The following phrases rub me the wrong way:"fair enough" "get the creative juices flowing" "let's crunch some numbers"-opening my bedroom door in the morning before I've woken up-perfectly capable pe… [more]
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I failed
Today I did so bad in physics I failed completely...I even got t a panick attck so they got me out if the clasroom and I cried...I realy have tried for these...All my life I didnt make friends I gave … [more]
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i love you 4 ever more
saskia my angel love Mommy want you to know that today i feel so sad , i miss you so much my pumkin.if only mommy could have safed you from all the pain, but it was not in my hands to do so... i felt… [more]
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