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marriage
Sometimes I love him and other times I despise him. Everyday our personalities clash and a new argument arises. I'm just at a pinnacle where I want it to stop. And I don't see it happening. I really w… [more]
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May 18th
Where: a concvienience store, don't know the name. Convienient. Wearing: blue jeans, golf shirt and bare feet Why: to use ATM. My bank was all the way across town How: parked about forty feet from ent… [more]
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Crazy
I'm so not electronic!!!! How can someone comment then disappear like they never commented, dang it, doesn't make sense, unless that was the goal???? Can't be only one here this happens to, but so cre… [more]
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Boosting my moral.
Today, I have decided to boost my moral some. I bought some hair coloring, did my nails, and put on something feminine, because, for me, this gives me a shot in the arm of confidence. It worked and I… [more]
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First day
So, how has my first day on EP been? To tell the truth, it's a little disappointing. Most or my experiences this last year have been of a sxual nature, but it seems like it's a bit difficult to discus… [more]
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day one..
Day one of my 3 month sick note! Not been good , fell over twice, the day has gone so slow. Am I looking forward to the next 2.9 months. No not at all.… [more]
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I am really fed up
I am really fed up of being a virgin. I am really fed up with ************. I need a c0ck!… [more]
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goodbye
at first i don't know how to say itbecause i don't know if it will ease my sadnessmaybe i am mute and speechlessand i don't know how can i do it more or lessyou have such wonderful memorieswhile i don… [more]
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last time
it's been years since you leftwe haven't time for farewellsno one was to blameno means to do it anywaybut as time goes oneverything is slipping awayevery day is blank for mei feel empty though i'm ful… [more]
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my confession
let me confess you somethingthough i think it is untimelybut what might be a better chancethan spill it now?all those years of livingi thought i spent it with integrityuntil now this moment i realized… [more]
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losing
oh how i feel disappointedwhen you win a battleyet no matter what i doin the end everything is losti tried my bestto win a prizebut how cruel fate wasi didn't reap a grainnow i don't know what to doan… [more]
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a man who can define my hadline ...
I like to do things with the other significant person in my life, but I also encourage him to go out and spend time with friends and pursue his own interests and hobbies as well.What do you like for … [more]
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foolish love
we have shared so many memoriesand happy were our times that fledeven if you're only a childyet you have the power to stir my deep withini remembered your faceinnocent and all smilesstraight and shiny… [more]
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my mask
i have a secret to tellhope that you'll understandbecause it's difficult to dowhen pretending to be fine if it's not trueyou see i'm a person of of sadnessmy pals named grief, pain and lonelinessthat … [more]
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True story
Everyone falls out of love with an abusive partner eventually .... Trust me on that .. Fellow heart broken people ... :-) … [more]
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my first blog
I find my self in a very tight spot these past few days I feel like I've ran out of people I can confide in so I'm kind of left with an ergancy to vent.. I tost all my religious/ spirtiual beliefs out… [more]
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take misery as an useful experience
i didn't realize that everyone should have a goal in his life in my young age until i got married .since then i began to live a complete different life .my life was full of tears and agony. i tried to… [more]
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Elegant baby Fat
reeked across her face as the birth process was over and the crying/dying process began. Hunched in a condescending position the baby fat on her cheeks withered with immaculate bulges as the human mou… [more]
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Not Seeing a Counselor
I can't do the counselor thing. I can't trust people well enough anymore to sit and talk to someone, and tell them my deepest, darkest secrets. I assume that they're going to start judging me, wheth… [more]
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May 20, 2013
Ahhhh.... just one of those mornings. Tears and fears....No real reason for the tears, as usual. They just come on their own along with a great ache and a void inside me. Probably depression coming ba… [more]
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Life is a whirlpool
Unfortunately my life is beyond boring and routine at the moment.I have nothing quirky to report. All the fun has been sucked out and I am waiting for the month to end.If anything happens to resurrect… [more]
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A weight in my chest
The loneliness I feel inside is literally weighing me down. The fact that I have no one to talk to makes it so much worse. I'm so empty. I'm so broken, I don't know how to deal with myself anymore, I … [more]
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I need to
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Things That Tick Me Off
-The following phrases rub me the wrong way:"fair enough" "get the creative juices flowing" "let's crunch some numbers"-opening my bedroom door in the morning before I've woken up-perfectly capable pe… [more]
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